Gave this girl the the world and she crushed mine On the low got me thinking about suicide I'm lifeless right now can't tell if I died What's the point in making this work I'm the only one who fucking tried No tell me what you trying to hide Cuz I ain't playin around no more My heart is so god damn sore Its pulling me away but then wants more It's like even my heart wants this war Now I'm not saying you should take all the blame But damn I'm thinking it's just a crying shame It's like we are looking through a window of pain I know you feel the same You say I'm the reason you came But you dont like the person I became It's okay I look at myself in dismay This shit got me numb Why was I so dumb To think you the one Yeah This shit got me numb Why was I so dumb To think you the one Yeah Alright Now i set here just cruising in my thoughts Only thing going down between us are shots and thots Everyone asks cross why you doin this What's the plot Well ever since I was little I knew I was different Because I'm chill until u cross me then I go belligerent And when I speak everything is TRUE I'm the best thing that had to do with you Definitely the best you had for a boo But now I pop out with a lyrical ak Screaming boo call me lil tjay Every week you want a different mans Feelings so confusing I call em trans One week you want me The next you go to rodney But shits okay because now I sleep soundly Knowing that the hoes aren't around me This shit got me numb Why was I so dumb To think you the one Yeah yeah yeah yeah This shit got me numb Why was I so dumb To think you the one Yeah I'm numb