Lost In Life

as I'm sitting here thinking about this life/ and about the struggle that I'm stuck up in /i think about how it was and how iwhat the shit to be/ not a day passes by where I'm not stuck up in my mind thinking about this f***** up life/ all I know is that I got to push pull and try to drive/ so I can maintain and try to strive/ I'm sick and tired of being so lost and not really sure which way I should go so why look up to the sky and pray and ask God which way should I go cuz you're the only one that knows about the roads I know that I just got to stay strong and try to stay up on my tent toes/ I don't really know if I'll make it another day up in this life cuz only God knows/ all I know is that I got to keep my head up hold my head up high as I look up to the sky I ask the Lord for forgiveness for all of the sins that I committed and ask him how to change the sinful life that I'm living in/