Spencer (ft. Dido) 🏆TrendSetterZ HOF Track🏆
DROP A LIKE IF U FEEL IT In memory of my little brother Spencer O'Shaughnessy. Most special track I've ever wrote. I appreciate EVERY SINGLE PLAY AND LIKE. Would love for this song to be recognized with a Featured Tag. #ShagSavage #RIP_Spencer Dear god, i know its been a while since i prayed, so I wrote some letters I apologize for what I said last time when I awoke and found Spencer I just couldn't believe something like that could really happen, and the fact you knew it was coming, but just sat back and didnt take action Made me feel u didnt care and filled me with fury, and for that, i regret my reaction I just have had so many questions needed answered to my satisfaction, Or maybe i can get my mind off shit with some type of action, anything to keep my mind right and give me a distraction But the last few years ive been praying for some kind of sign, to let me know my brothers with you and hes doing fine I know im practically begging, i don't mean to bitch and whine All im asking for is just a little piece of mind I really dont think thats too much, billions of people believe in from faith, blind You have to know how hard it is for me to speak about this through this pen and pad Just in case you dont remember, this is about Spencer Im his big brother Shag HOOK So another month's went by, 4 more Sundays of church, ive given tidings and wrote dozens more writings I thought maybe you were helping me, given signs that i wasnt realizing So now im questioning every strike of lightning Wondering if that just might be, the sign that ive been such a pest about Which in all honesty, im really becoming obsessed about Sad every day now, people ask what im so depressed about I say im fine, but the truth is i feel youve let me down I just want my brother to know im sorry for what happened I blame myself for it all, and i promise im not mad at him We both took too many pills that night, and it makes me crazy Every time i question why my brothers buried and you didnt take me They say you have a plan, but sense? This isnt making Id give anything to know what u were thinking Did you even care at all? Or know that he was drinking? Now im not crazy, im not fucking insane I've just always had the impression God can do anything So yeah i get we hurt ourselves, there is no argument there But your telling me u can't, even just this once, answer this 1 simple prayer I know im not asking for much This just doesnt seem fair So stressed, ive lost 15 pounds, and everyday comb out clumps of hair Im starting to wonder if you even care Its me God, Shag Savage. Are you really even there? HOOK Ok god this is how your gonna play this shit?! I think we are the ones that are crazy! For even believing in this shit Goddamn you for tricking us, this whole time you've been counterfeit! Truth is theres no one there, no one listening to a single prayer Some bad shit happens? It wasn't your will, Your just imagined, fact of the matter is sometimes bad shit, just fucking happens! Goddamnit your such a bastard, just wanted to know my brother is doing fine Fuck these stale crackers and this piss poor fucking wine Fuck all of these actors, who pretend to be so great, I saw that slut Judy Davis leave a gas station with another man just last week, then, sped off like teenagers, and fucked down by the lake You and everyone who claims to believe in you are fucking fake This is the last time i step foot near this motherfucking place Id like to grab the priest, and spit in his lying fucking face How many lies have you told? How many kids did you fucking rape? At least now i know what Spece is doing Hes just rotting in the ground, there is no heaven, there is no hell This whole idea wreaks of bullshit, and i can finally fucking smell All those years ago when this was created, it was to scare ppl into givin up their self , and of course was meant to take everyone's wealth Your not there to hear this god! The screaming or the yells The sounds the ppl make who devoted themselves to those bells I should get some gasoline and a pack of fucking matches, go to the church and watch it burn, then fuck a whore in the holy water, just to hear the fuckin splashes You tell me... What else would be more Savage? HOOK Hey Stephen... Calm down bro. Its just me. Your not dreamin You better not act like a bitch and start screamin, Im not a friggin ghost who wanted to come over to your bed and sit And of course ive tried givin you a sign, you didnt notice it Lets get this straight, i dont blame you for anything! I made my own choices, and it was a matter of time before that happened anyway I dont have time to go say hi to everybody, so you tell them all i miss them, and i am so fucking sorry I let u all down and i can't imagine how it felt to walk through that door Tell momma that i love her, if she doesnt believe you, tell her "I Love You More". She'll know what it means Its something i always said to her, special, behind the scenes I know you guys all miss me, I can see into all of your dreams And i was there for all of the moments you probably thought i never seen The birth of all your kids, at the party when Janice turned 18 Shes so beautiful, and the boys are perfect, Dont you EVER wish you took my place again goddamnit, shit happens how it happens Lifes an unpredictable wave, and all we can do is fuckin surf it. Oh, and i know i left you all alone, without sayin good bye But I did take the wheel when that 18 wheeler hit you and kept your ass alive. Making sure you survived was actually one of the signs, That you were asking for, all those friggin times Its time for me to go, If ill be back i dont know But ill always be watching over you, and the whole family too Im glad we got to talk, i love you and glad we cleared some things up 1 more thing before i go, Stephen Its time for you to wake up.... DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF MY LITTLE BROTHER SPENCER O'SHAUGHNESSY. I truly thank everyone who takes the time to listen. If you or someone you love has a drug problem, please don't wait to get help. One day it will be too late, and you WILL wish you did it while you could. #ShagSavage #UnderdawgRecords #RIP_Spencer #BMfeature #BMVideo #RapFameBest #Feature #DellBound #YSrecords #Louisianimal #IVHundado I love you Spencer. I'll never forget you. Special thanks to @Gunpowder for mixing this track that is so special to me.
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DEAR SHAG SAVAGE IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS BUT I RECENTLY CAME ACROSS YOUR SAD AND TOUCHING SONG AND I DEEM THIS TRACK TO BE NO MORE THAN AVERAGE CERTAINLY NOT WORTHY OF BEING LABELED AS FEATURE IN ANY APP THAT IM ALSO CURRENTLY ON I MEAN NO DISRESPECT THIS NOT A SHOT AT YOU BUT MORE TOO THE POWERS THAT BE SHOULDNT BE A COST OR PRICE TO BE RECOGNIZED AS BEST AWARDS ARE REWARDS THEY WERE MEANT TO BE GIVEN OUT FREE TO THE DESRVED!! IF I WANTED TO SEE A LIST OF THE RICHEST ID PERUSE THROUGH FORBES IF I WANTED TO FIND THE ILLEST SPITTIST ID TURN MY EAR TO THE STREET!! AND FIRST NOTICE AND LISTEN TO THE POOREST!! (FUCK IT! HERE GOES!! SEND!!! PLEASE DONT BAN ME AGAIN GUYS.)
@redtilimdead this was hardest song I ever tried to write, much less record. I could have fixed the parts where I fuck up, but i wanted it to be authentic. My baby brother passed away from an overdose. This was a song I did for me. I posted it because my mom told me is should. I had no idea it would get close to 3,000 plays. So humbling. I just copied Eminem's recipe but told the story of what happened and how I felt for a long time after he passed
I really like how this was written out. and how u were writing to God and how it was similar to original. thats why i love music . an outlet for emotions and expressing frustration. not gunna lie it made me feel bad that ur so angry at God tho. but I get it I was mad for years. thanks for letting me listen. oh now om at last verse . aww I love the final verse how he answered back. such a dope track.
@ovatjunior suck a dick bitch don’t promo on people music
that was a killer song brother my respects💯⚡⚡⚡churchs and bad priest's twist people into not believing all it does is take away who u truly are
Dear god, i know its been a while since i prayed, so I wrote some letters I apologize for what I said last time when I awoke and found Spencer I just couldn't believe something like that could really happen, and the fact you knew it was coming, but just sat back and didnt take action Made me feel u didnt care and filled me with fury, and for that, i regret my reaction I just have had so many questions needed answered to my satisfaction, Or maybe i can get my mind off shit with some type of action, anything to keep my mind right and give me a distraction But the last few years ive been praying for some kind of sign, to let me know my brothers with you and hes doing fine I know im practically begging, i don't mean to bitch and whine All im asking for is just a little piece of mind I really dont think thats too much, billions of people believe in from faith, blind You have to know how hard it is for me to speak about this through this pen and pad Just in case you dont remember, this is about Spencer Im his big brother Shag HOOK So another month's went by, 4 more Sundays of church, ive given tidings and wrote dozens more writings I thought maybe you were helping me, given signs that i wasnt realizing So now im questioning every strike of lightning Wondering if that just might be, the sign that ive been such a pest about Which in all honesty, im really becoming obsessed about Sad every day now, people ask what im so depressed about I say im fine, but the truth is i feel youve let me down I just want my brother to know im sorry for what happened I blame myself for it all, and i promise im not mad at him We both took too many pills that night, and it makes me crazy Every time i question why my brothers buried and you didnt take me They say you have a plan, but sense? This isnt making Id give anything to know what u were thinking Did you even care at all? Or know that he was drinking? Now im not crazy, im not fucking insane I've just always had the impression God can do anything So yeah i get we hurt ourselves, there is no argument there But your telling me u can't, even just this once, answer this 1 simple prayer I know im not asking for much This just doesnt seem fair So stressed, ive lost 15 pounds, and everyday comb out clumps of hair Im starting to wonder if you even care Its me God, Shag Savage. Are you really even there? HOOK Ok god this is how your gonna play this shit?! I think we are the ones that are crazy! For even believing in this shit Goddamn you for tricking us, this whole time you've been counterfeit! Truth is theres no one there, no one listening to a single prayer Some bad shit happens? It wasn't your will, Your just imagined, fact of the matter is sometimes bad shit, just fucking happens! Goddamnit your such a bastard, just wanted to know my brother is doing fine Fuck these stale crackers and this piss poor fucking wine Fuck all of these actors, who pretend to be so great, I saw that slut Judy Davis leave a gas station with another man just last week, then, sped off like teenagers, and fucked down by the lake You and everyone who claims to believe in you are fucking fake This is the last time i step foot near this motherfucking place Id like to grab the priest, and spit in his lying fucking face How many lies have you told? How many kids did you fucking rape? At least now i know what Spece is doing Hes just rotting in the ground, there is no heaven, there is no hell This whole idea wreaks of bullshit, and i can finally fucking smell All those years ago when this was created, it was to scare ppl into givin up their self , and of course was meant to take everyone's wealth Your not there to hear this god! The screaming or the yells The sounds the ppl make who devoted themselves to those bells I should get some gasoline and a pack of fucking matches, go to the church and watch it burn, then fuck a whore in the holy water, just to hear the fuckin splashes You tell me... What else would be more Savage? HOOK Hey Stephen... Calm down bro. Its just me. Your not dreamin You better not act like a bitch and start screamin, Im not a friggin ghost who wanted to come over to your bed and sit And of course ive tried givin you a sign, you didnt notice it Lets get this straight, i dont blame you for anything! I made my own choices, and it was a matter of time before that happened anyway I dont have time to go say hi to everybody, so you tell them all i miss them, and i am so fucking sorry I let u all down and i can't imagine how it felt to walk through that door Tell momma that i love her, if she doesnt believe you, tell her "I Love You More". She'll know what it means Its something i always said to her, special, behind the scenes I know you guys all miss me, I can see into all of your dreams And i was there for all of the moments you probably thought i never seen The birth of all your kids, at the party when Janice turned 18 Shes so beautiful, and the boys are perfect, Dont you EVER wish you took my place again goddamnit, shit happens how it happens Lifes an unpredictable wave, and all we can do is fuckin surf it. Oh, and i know i left you all alone, without sayin good bye But I did take the wheel when that 18 wheeler hit you and kept your ass alive. Making sure you survived was actually one of the signs, That you were asking for, all those friggin times Its time for me to go, If ill be back i dont know But ill always be watching over you, and the whole family too Im glad we got to talk, i love you and glad we cleared some things up 1 more thing before i go, Stephen Its time for you to wake up.... DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF MY LITTLE BROTHER SPENCER O'SHAUGHNESSY. I truly thank everyone who takes the time to listen. If you or someone you love has a drug problem, please don't wait to get help. One day it will be too late, and you WILL wish you did it while you could. #ShagSavage #UnderdawgRecords #RIP_Spencer #BMfeature #BMVideo #RapFameBest #Feature #DellBound #YSrecords #Louisianimal #IVHundado I love you Spencer. I'll never forget you. Special thanks to @Gunpowder for mixing this track that is so special to me.
love it bruh that's real shit
@sniffmenuts check this great track out
yo this is a great track sorry about your lost bro sorry I haven't even comment on this I'm just listening to this track for the first time but like I said great track bro
i hope u found or will soon the peace brother
bro this is more than ill dawg this is real RIP_SPENCER
Wow 😳 This hits bro 🔥💯🔥
@shagsavage well deserved.
@joepiff appreciate it very much bro.
@shagsavage thanks alot really.
@willygetchoo 💯 bro. Will do, and you do the same.
@shagsavage man you ever need anything feel free to hit me up.Seriously man
@willygetchoo 🙏🏻🙏🏽🙏🏼 Much respect my friend. Im glad you feel it. I'd like to try recording it in an actual studio one day. I know it can sound better and I can get the words out better too. I really thank you for taking time to listen and for the compliments.
@shagsavage this hit my soul man seriously man how you dropped this is like woah
@willygetchoo 🙏🏼🙏🏻🙏🏽 Ty so much. I knew it was opening myself up to possibly be hurt if ppl didn't like it. I would have felt as if I let him down (I know that sounds silly but I usually wear my feelings on my sleeves). But the responses were so great. It was the #1 song on the entire app for a whole month, has the most plays than any other track I've made, and was recognized by the app by getting the Feature Tag. So I am glad I did it, especially when ppl message me that they went through similar experience and it feels good to know they arent alone. That make it worth it. And I say all this with utmost humility. I was honestly surprised it did so well is all.