If looks could kill, I'd be pushing up daisies, So If you think I care about what you feel, You might wanna rethink that maybe, Cuz I'm on the brink of changing, Everything you thought explained me, Cuz I dont wanna remain the same thing,, And actually pursue my dreams, If you wanna make it then you know exactly what I mean, If you fake and stuck in your ways and wanna make everyone as miserable as you feel everyday, Then get the fuck out my face, Better yet out my way, I have no more time to waste, On those who are ok with throwing their life away, I dont need to explain, Why I decide to change, It's my life why the fuck would I have to explain the reason why I'm this way, When everyone else thinks that I might, Just be crazy.. They can't explain me, So all they keep saying, Is that I'm crazy, But that dont phase me, cuz we ain't the same, But that's okay, I stay in my lane, And remain the same, While they keep saying, That I'm crazy.. I'm different The way I think is fucking wicked, Like everything rubbing me wrong I hate the friction, I already got my own problems I'm face to face with addiction, No matter what I overcame that's the first affliction, That they wanna name when they trying to create my definition, Cuz I'm one they can't explain I'm not a part of the system, It's just the way I deal with things, Before I'm beaten into submission, By the problems I create by overthinking... Its son common, Going off, I feel like I'm coming, For the top, Theres no discussion, It's what I want, It's how I function, No matter the spot, It's all or nothing, If I'm being honest, About time I started to do something, So I made myself a promise, To keep on moving forward, And never go back to what had me lost, I can tell I'm meant for so much more, Then to just sit in one spot lost in my thoughts, So I tap into my potential for the first time, Learn that I'm natural at most things I try, But I wont due to my ego, Its like I froze, I dont know, How I'm supposed, To grow, When I'm so cold, I was told, If I could show, Who's unloyal, And expose, Everyone of them in a row, I wouldnt hesitate hell no, I'm tired of feeling desperate when I know, I'm more then I give myself credit for, So cut the shit, And keep to the word ive sworn, To apply myself as much as I'm capable, And take time for me things I've never done before, In Hope's someone find its relatable