Bpd take 1
Bdp Another morning I wake up feelin heavy from bad dreams or just life Drenched the bed in sweat I got demons still unmet Back to sleep, reset my mind Trying hard but getting up's a grind Don't see the point Just go to work and smoke a joint Lost motivation due to life's new gravitation. Heart is broken, a million pieces Rejection, objections jealous obsessions Likes on social media got me hurtin Tried to block you, not stalk you but it ain't workin. Go straight to that dark place Jealousy and me have a race To see who wins this battle in my mind Stop and think or react and watch the relationship unwind Explode. Erode. Each fight takes it toll. Resentment, retaliate, regret. Body gets that rush, blood pumps hard as my hearts pounds in my chest. Pain, emotional hurt throbs in my soul as I loose the fight. And bdp has a viscious bite Try to stay in control with all my might When it comes to love or hate Not many can relate Black and white, all or nothing no in between, even though in life there's double truth. Everyday almost the same, got to fix this game be fore I loose, the choice in mine stop hitting snooze. Enjoyin alone even though it's hard Trying to keep up and meet up Sweep up Be a star Life isn't what I thought it would be Hoping to find more than I can see Because somethun is missin. Want another half, even if they part giraffe, but for now I'm trying to grow But all my progress can barely show Thoughts trick and make me sick and hurt my soul now there's lots of holes just trying to fill em before there's no hope.
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Bdp Another morning I wake up feelin heavy from bad dreams or just life Drenched the bed in sweat I got demons still unmet Back to sleep, reset my mind Trying hard but getting up's a grind Don't see the point Just go to work and smoke a joint Lost motivation due to life's new gravitation. Heart is broken, a million pieces Rejection, objections jealous obsessions Likes on social media got me hurtin Tried to block you, not stalk you but it ain't workin. Go straight to that dark place Jealousy and me have a race To see who wins this battle in my mind Stop and think or react and watch the relationship unwind Explode. Erode. Each fight takes it toll. Resentment, retaliate, regret. Body gets that rush, blood pumps hard as my hearts pounds in my chest. Pain, emotional hurt throbs in my soul as I loose the fight. And bdp has a viscious bite Try to stay in control with all my might When it comes to love or hate Not many can relate Black and white, all or nothing no in between, even though in life there's double truth. Everyday almost the same, got to fix this game be fore I loose, the choice in mine stop hitting snooze. Enjoyin alone even though it's hard Trying to keep up and meet up Sweep up Be a star Life isn't what I thought it would be Hoping to find more than I can see Because somethun is missin. Want another half, even if they part giraffe, but for now I'm trying to grow But all my progress can barely show Thoughts trick and make me sick and hurt my soul now there's lots of holes just trying to fill em before there's no hope.
@brittanywallace nice job! keep it up💯☝️
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