I hurt in so many ways that I just keep trying to run away.. it never works. Those feelings you hate will never escape. Facing them head on is like an obstacle I feel like I will never complete. I look to my left and I look to my right everyone else is doing alright.. racing ahead and im so behind, why can't I catch up? Why am I constantly falling behind? Not everyone's mind works the same as mine. You say you can relate and that's just a lie. Everyone is different, everyone has a different state of mind. Some are fast, some are prepared, some just know exactly what they want and exactly who they are, but some have no idea what they are racing for. Its not that I don't care, I care too much and that just leaves me with wide open sores. But I am just late to the show, I don't know exactly where I am supposed to go. Eventually ill find my way.. One day ill catch up and say "hey im sorry im late, but is there room for one more?" That day will be great.. so many things will become clear. I wish people could relate and stop looking at me like I need a lot of repairs. Im a little broken, im a little sad, im a little mad.. life can be unfair but having someone that loves you makes you want to care and makes you feel like the whole world could just disappear in a blink of an eye. Like they were never even really there. Sometimes I feel like this can't be real. Because having someone that loves you teaches you so many things.. it hurts sometimes but god help me I love the pain. Happiness is what you will ultimately gain, so sometimes you need to endure the pain. Never give up, never look back, this could be your last chance. #rap #rapfame #hiphop #rapper #lastchance #boredinthehouse #likeforlike #lyrical #lyrics #chitown #chicago #femalerapper #girlrapper #songwriter #writer @bmvideo #bmvideo