2nd take rough draught

These feelings of hurt coz of all those bullshit words, It's obserd lies stories hypocritical conversations like I'm a fucken turd, Hurt pain misery the feeling of not good enough useless all the words in my brain burnt, Beaten and broken all coz of the shit that was spoken shit dribble word, Me the bad man even though I'd give anything for my side of the story to b heard, Worm to hook far from a half way crook my heart shattered feelings gone cunts brains rattled from my lyrical lines tattled/ I'm one of a kind gentle but fucken temperamental try set an example pffffft define, Fine wine these fucken 5-0 nothing but swine death closenns coz my fucked up mind, A diamond in the rough seeking that pot of gold that I'll never find, Treasure chest no map off track bush whacked all a myth stories made up from dumb fuck minds, This is my therapy my expressions to define my actions shit condone and consent, I'm a real man till the very end more twists and bends shit feelings silly thoughts hell bent, I'm a lone soldier got reputation from my own 2 feet float like a butterfly hit u like a Mack truck no fucken 1%,