Produced by:AsvpDecoBeats and Brendan Sundstrom Staying up all night for a chance to fight Not alright, but I'm at my height, my prime I'm looking at the sky, and I'm not fine Competition is making me want to die Because the stress is stuck on my shoulder I'm fucking older, and life gets colder When your depressed and stressed, oh oh oh Cold and dead inside from hate, no no no I want it all to end so bad, brother Please tell mother, that asthma's bad buddy Because soon you'll collapse if nobody Comes to your aid, please just ask somebody This might be the saddest aggresive song But this came from my heart, and I have fond Memories I'd love to share with you God Before my family dies and the bond Tears apart like my heart can we just start To remember, to be normal, a star Flys past the sky, I'm not fine Mario He ain't real, he's all I got, I wanted My brother to stay alive and be well But at this pace, there's nothing left to tell So God, keep him alive, or I rebel And I will be dead, because I'll be in hell If you didn't get it the first time I'm Gonna die by suicide, not a crime So please make by wish come true, one last time I am gonna say this so you decide Either keep us on Earth to be happy Or consequences will happen, I'm glad To say that I'm not afraid to say dad I'm leaving this world, I know that your sad But it's time to make my own decisions And with precision and no revision I can make my visions, attention To what I want and need, the damn tension Is making me explode and I'm done here I'm guessing writing is making me tear But it's ok, this song mad me reveal What kind of man I am, emotional Tears apart like my heart can we just start To remember, to be normal, a star Flys past the sky, I'm not fine Mario He ain't real, he's all I got, I wanted My brother to stay alive and be well But at this pace, there's nothing left to tell So God, keep him alive, or I rebel And I will be dead, because I'll be in hell #freestyle #rap #bmvideo #bmoest #hiphop #locoent #paradoxrecords #rapfame #2020 #fire #2020heat #trap #banger #bmgrind #bars #lbkc #new #loco4music #locofamily #hot #heat #music #collab #paradox #southcitymob