what I'm goin thru

I get sad, I get angry I get mad, but please dont hate me I got feelins I got issues not ashamed may need some tissues if I told that I missed you it was probably cause I kissed you catching feelins easy need some air my heart is freezing it be gettin cold all the darkness in my soul please just grab the rope so you can leave this empty hole I just wanna be a whole but the grudges that we hold make all those pages full theres no room for the memories theres no happy ending I messed up so badly and you were always mad at me