R.I.P Friend

I have faced everything that a man could face, I have wasted all the time that a man could waste, my life is bland like salt that's lost it's taste, lost my job,my wife,my place, everyday the devil, is out here laughing in my face, no wins in my life, I guess you could say I'm the perfect disgrace, do I give up, move on, fall in line, or out of place, so many tears over all the years, the well went dry, I think I'm becoming a social path that don't even blink his eyes, I smile, but it's just a frown in disguise, I would say that im happy, but that would just be another lie, so please don't ask no questions or pry, just jump off the baker and fly, Fuck that, I'm above that, I can overcome anything in my life, I hope so right... the message here is very clear, pay attention to those whom need you near, and if nobody got you, Red Lotus is right here, and will guide you through the fear, overcome great tradegdy, with greater accomplishments, it's not how we fall off, it's about how we fall through when were down on shit.. Rest in piece to all my friends that died like this, I love you, I adore your, your someone I Miss, I reach my head in your casket, and give your forehead a kiss, every one dies in the end, but why did it have to end like this.. heaven have you, and God Bless.. Amen.. someone misses you..... or at least I do...