said you never leave so why you walking out leave me down with doubt in this empty house ig the weak will leave in the time of drought you can't rise to the top if you looking down deal with the pain but then you leave again its just back and forth with these silly games the hurtwont go away like a bloody stain but when its time to thrive you wanna catch a ride you can't can't pick and choose when its time to try I had to dry my eyes cus it ain't the time to cry but then tears come back when he ask me why couldn't mommy stay and why you went away im in a shitty place can't tell him the truth but im not gonna fake you did me dirty but thats ok but how could you throw your son away but one day hes gonna be a man and he'll look you up tryna understand and when he finds you whats he gonna see the perfect mother of his fantasy or a doped up hoe livin on the street but thats just whats and ifs I never hate but you make me come close to it you did me dirty you did me bad you doing him wrong you were he had×4 so fuck the excuses ive had enough.bitch I'm bout to loose it you wanna cry about struggle when ypu never been through it being a good parent easy if you say something do it I hurt inside but I'm stay in strong move along all for him while you just look in for the next fight to win you stay in up to much you need some sleepin in or how bout a call thats the least you could do I got a son here thats fiendin for you step up. for the the times up its creeping slowly but to be real hes getting used to you never showin