around and around (lonely)

#nowthatimlonelytwenty #contesttrack #weeklytournament #lonely #nocomparsionkillerbarz #killerHaNdLeZ #barzonbarz #kingbarzonbarz #MaDdHaNdLeZ #LJN #LyrikalJuggernauntz #BMfeature #BMvideo #BMbest #BMvideo #BMbattleme #Rap #Hiphop #2020fire #2020heat #2020feature (hook) my mind racin around around and around and around my mind racin it never stops, no destination around around and around and around my mind racin especially now that im lonely (verse1) My mind always racin' like a Indy 500, Ricky Bobby, there's no stoppin, I live in my head, 24/7, never been tested but I believe this A.D.H.D is in, was told I was a addict, not drugs but life, cant sit still for too long, unless I'm smokin, can't stand silence, I start hearin my thoughts, into my head, good or bad, the voices in my head, hate being alone, especially if it's so quiet, I start thinkin, start feelin, this depression creepin in, exhalin after im breathin, but it's not helpin, stressin more depression sinkin in, feelin I'm losin control, my mind, sketchy frequency, my heart pumping but no love vibin just blank thoughts registering, ironically, thats peace for me, unless i stay busy, otherwise my mind racin, gas tank fully empty and yet speed racin, around around and around and around (hook) my mind racin around around and around and around my mind racin it never stops, no destination around around and around and around my mind racin especially now that im lonely (verse2) these temptations, demons lurkin, searchin for lost souls, theres no hidin, im like a lost child in a 3 story buildin, frieghten,. especially if i feel my life is at my finger tips, losing grip, slidin off my sweaty tips, lost grasp, now its spiralin down like a toilet flush, it went down the whole, told you im going crazy but i only get half credit, so im looney like a tiny toon, respect like daffy duck, never win like wiley the coyote, im just losing focus, lens blurry, no connection, quality losing picture, can't play error, like this beat cutting me off but the show must go on, stay on track even when the train is coming thru, find a way, thru or roof top ridin, whatever is clever, do what you got to do and find your off trigger switch, i had that once, now rerouting my gps back to my kids and make sure if they mind racin, finish the race, checked.flag, and next destination, happy home, success, loyalty, happiness, and respect, more thoughts coming in, cant stop my mind racin, but atleast control my race like tokyo drift, slow the voices down, my mind racin (hook) my mind racin around around and around and around my mind racin it never stops, no destination around around and around and around my mind racin especially now that im lonely