2 hours max is the sleep I've been getting, so i got up in the night got the pen and started venting, this girl thinks I'm hers but really is she mine though, I've been stuck on one who I'm thinking i could die for, sorry just to break your bubble , you can't make them love you, so save yourself some pride get your lips a muzzle, don't say them , 8 letters 3 words, keep it to yourself walk it out until your feet hurt, I've been trying to live my best life , write my best rhymes, outdo that then do it a next time, and that's fine and all but one minor call could make me switch the flow , have me here while I'm wishing for more, it's obvious I'm overbearing , I'm jealous, possessive as ever, my days rainy i might need an umbrella; dilemma been saying yo Ace you wasting time, when i sit back and pray hoping that fate aligns; iv'e been by myself I've been stuck up in my zone, in a room by myself but the boy's not alone, iv'e got my anxiety , I've got my depression too, mama grew me up in God but I found a new route, i just want to make it back, i specialize in overthinking you can save the facts, stuck up in my head in these late hours, tried to swallow my pride but that shit just taste sour, try to stay calm take a look inside my phone, got all these contacts but i still feel alone, looking up praying to the one above , hoping he remembers me just like the prodigal son, there's this one dude who i knew since i was fucking three, so tight that ppl called us family, got knives in my back from that same dude, so i built a wall ain't nobody making thier way through, it's 2 A.M. and this is just my medication, feeling so lonely but the music give it mitigation, i ain't here to make a track just to win a competition, i could kill ya'll if i want but I'm on a different mission, I'm just being me , I'm just being real, put my feelings in my words never give a fuck how you feel,