Voice

i have been cutting my grass, i guess you snake too. am mercenary with a mouth, call me deadpool. its not like i dont like you, ya i hate you. you push around the edges, tell me i will never make thru. tell me i will be failure to everyone i care about, i was scared and down, but i will face you now. i will rise like lazarus you embrace the ground. you are cancerous, hazardous, get the fuck off me now. you just here to damage me, stuck on my head like cavity, too many times i listen to you, my whole rhythm was driven by you. you clouded my vision. divide my heart and body like prism . you made me lose my patience, you call me brother, we not adjacent . i yelled at people i never meant to, i aint saint too but you made me ur slave too, hate you, you made me. lose my anger, am shouting you dont matter, you just cry with laughter, i went thru shits and heartbreaks. you just Laughed because my heart ached. then you told me. to hurt other people cause it would feel great. now i cant look at mirror cause i regret. i remain silent, i cant even talk to people, you gave me horns and called me evil, maybe i am, i got faults, in my defence i am human with flaws. you made me hate people, i feel like everyone is hating me, i misunderstand, and push people away from me. thats cold. but i picked this pen today to let you know, am strong and bold i got people who wont let me fold. not anymore, this reign of your , over me has come to an end ,totally. i got hold on me. time to break our allegiance , all the voices and demons. mind is free of you, as my control deepens. i dont know your descent. my mind is my own, i break free off this prison.