book of eden

I'm older and looking for truth I'm holding my faith in my hand but the pain in this world has been shaking it loose I used to have so much to gain Now I have so much to lose They say I'm crazy for looking for answers I say they crazy for not giving proof Vision is blurred, I'm over concerned I'm looking at God to see if life with him is something I've earned The devil's been watching he's tryna recruit he's been waiting at every turn I'm driving this life on the highway to hell but I won't burn, fuck! We know the difference We know what is wrong and we know what is right But Satan is strong, God, and most of your people are losing the fight (We try) So what if we fail? What if we can't escape his lies? (What if?) What if we can't change, what if he still controls our minds? Where do we run? Where do we go? Who do we talk to? We look around and everyone we see is lost too (Fuck) What if life was just some test that we all do? (What if?) What if you were busy when we called you? [Verse 3] What if hell's on earth? What if being born is dying, and dying's birth? Would that mean life's not God's gift but the devil's curse? And to live was to be evil 'cause it's words reversed? What if the devil entered a pastor and he led a church? What if we looked for the truth, but didn't know where to search? (Where?) What if the books they said to read had never been your words? (What if?) What if we chose to follow you but we still had that urge? Will you forgive us for our sins and let us in your world? God we at the gates (What if?) We couldn't see, hear, or touch you, but we had faith We know we messed up, we human and we make mistakes So we just begging we get in and that you'll have grace (Please) God! What if we didn't mean it? What if the place we grew up forgot to teach it? What if we never even got the chance to go and seek it? Then what, then what? (Then what?) [Outro] Dear Family We're in scary times Nobody has the answers Just make sure we spread love And believe My name is blood fang SHARE THE LYRICS