man this is my intro i could go with stupid /dumb/bitch/ho/ you so lucid now /been sober for seventy days /its so abusive how/ u make me feel we unconditional/ you got a bunch of excuses now/ my addiction/ my love for you/it isnt some kind of decision/ you are my lifes mission r u fucking high/or am i trippin /all of a sudden im useless now / now that your vision clear you notice all of my vacant toothes my unibrow/ now that ive lost what i thought i gained/ its back to me myself this ball in chain/ in a isolated pitch dark landscape im standing in the middle i Never felt so much pain/ i cant even cry but im miserable/ i call your name/ HOW DARE You say you'll never speak to me again/ i came all this way / because you needed a friend/ i came all this way to see you again/ ill kill you kill me take you to heavens gates and all leave you with him /no family Kevin gates / i sulk in negativity this world is cold full of hate and misery/ i aint trying to mold a invitation for your sympathy / my word is like gold some of the nicest never win/ no more fight against /gods plan lifes a bitch find a fix till your mind forgets were i been