why do i feel so stuck , been in and outta loves, dealing with smoke In my lungs , deppression every month , strip club full of ones, sadness seeks the pain , cause it will always cloud up before it ever rains , i seen it coming yesterday , seen it from a mile away , how can i trust ? when you the one who been fucking up, infatuation , wish i never asked for a baby , seeking peace in someone whos shady, tryna align my sanity, keep reliving a past thats fantasy, we going in circles bitch thats insanity , Arguements Dealing with Our Family Ima be the first to say i havent been happy, Whispers in the Dark i can hear Them fucking laughing, you living a life now thats average ? cool guess that happened , move along like we never Damaged , and continue our lifes like there bandaged , something that couldve been beautiful , was forgotten and abandoned, and i know when you hear this you gone feel sadened , been in and out this house trapin, and my minds racing , ex pills got me trippin, drug induced sippin, roll up and forget it all , roll up another Gar , smoke rising to the stars , sadness rises in my heart , how did i lose something that was always running from the start , always so fucking loving , i hate to see you go and start judging, there a hole in my heart i think im flooding, all the times i guess they were nothing , all the touching, all the rubbing , now you want me to stop being loving , i know you felt that one cause i can hear it in your stomach, the guilt for an empire that wasnt finished being built, im sorry and i know this aint what we intended but i gotta go , always offended , making me feel like i have no choice but to be deffensive , after that you get possesive , and then i gotta beg ya , excuse me your undivded attention please, the torture you put through me , its gotta run and flee , its gotta dissapear , sit your ass in that chair , yank you by the hair , you just sit and stare , looking so unaware , im sorry it wasnt fair , Fuck you and your flare , go get you another beer , so you can get the fuck up outta here , im done , i cant take the fear, you bringing me another spear , to my heart im sorry , i owe you an apology ,never take theese hoe lightly, never trust a woman slightly , all they want is the big money diamonds , someone to confide in , make me change my mind im sorry my hearts fucked , loves gone to another Front, now were done and shunned never again to see the other one , you saved my life and i salute you for that , but this is a relationship That we cannot have, so stop with the Tags , only way to not cry is to laugh , ease my pain and ill pay you back , i swear to god thata all i ask . (ANF PRODUCTIONS 🔥🔥)