Fractured

I've got a fracturing mind, but fuck it, that is just fine/ Barely keeping it together like a laughing heath ledger, my soul is getting fed into a paper shredder but don't worry it will just make me better, cause i will no longer shine/ Im again willing to do the spine chilling, spend time mind killing feeling my blood congealing hardening my heart and revealing a villian/ And it's not just words on paper, i seriously feel the evil building greater, strong enough to make Vader look like Mater, Im not even sure it will be me if you ask how I'm doing later/ Tired of being accused of things i didnt do, it's like water in a vodka bottle, there is no proof, but it doesn't matter when everyone has already decided the truth/ People say they trust me based on my actions, but one thing happens and its pulled back in a snap and I'm tossed like the trash/