goin through hell

wanna get out of life because it's just hurting me to the point where I can't go on but if I do that the people that believe and love me will feel like shit and I gotta be there for the hommies. all the mother fuckers that are putting me down are the only reason why I'm coming back stronger, harder and hitting harder and I should be saying fuck you, you gonna die but the truth is with out em I wouldn't be toughest mother fucker so before I die ima take these bitches to hell with me because I'm tired of all the bullshit and ima rise up like a soilder and not giving up and that's what I fucking want to do, bitch you think I can't free style well fuck you ima achieve what you believe you can't cause If I'm strong enough to pull a fake smile every day while going through hell I'm sure I can do that shit easy.