my lifetime

My mama told me Faith is all I need And back in the I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe I still,do not cause I want, cause I need to believe in something greater than me without being able to see it so fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows the trouble I've seen A lot of dead niggas living through me.shawty,but not in literal most'em dead they ain't follow their dream the power of higher entidy entered me Mentally, physically, spiritually I'm on a whole different energy fuck the world ,but I need you to remember me I had dought in my self cause I used to fear that you would look to me differently If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now I don't feel the same,A slave to a feeling I'm breaking the chains tryna balance out the joy,the pain,the sun,the rain my life and the fame,done lost the game the guilt ,the shame,my skin,my veins My soul done rained so much on my heart really I don't know where to start the irony of finding self In the dark My nigga, truthfully,feel like it's two of me,I should've been on the ark A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in own light the realest nigga left in my own sight Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life,yeah BY:KEVI D