first time down this road i don't plan to come back this way but i know ill have to make someday the future is coming my way hope i don't have to pay cause I've no money in my safe lost all my friends to game they have all moved away why does god hate me i know im not smart but ive got my ways i promise il redeem myself sd i beginning to bleed in these dreams but i cant even scream what the fuck does this even mean when will i see the world for what it really is the fucked up place that it is drowning in chaos love is nowhere to be found shot myself with the 12 gauge but woke up with my body now on stage where i read the line they gave me and sd the people will adore me hopefully when im in the grave that ill finally be safed but ill probably screw up along the way and have to remake all the decisions that i made i may have the same grades since the day i first came but im promise you im not the same since the day we first met we all gotta change in some way we cant remain the same or we will all suffer from pain thats something we have to lose