your loss (lyrics below)

never wanna say goodbye but I got these thoughts in my mind I wanna be happy but I can't find it let's put an end to these untied knots I'm desperate, so chooseing-ly im learning I'm leaning away from everything you thought you hurt at first but honestly I'm just even more happy why you stalk me if u want nothing to do with me? we broke off, our lust fall, you failed so I lost I mean you lost, the best that supplies love never suppressed much when I was with you but the best fuss is the fuss that you floss when I felt off, you flipped out I nipped out, before I was your punching bag I'll stand down to your abuse now something I should tell you you were so abusive, and I've took it like I've owned it bitch who you talking to? you still talk abt me like you obsessed mutha fucker I've lost interest bitch I rather watch you fall dead blood to yo knees your begging like "please" come to my place and I'll punch you in yo lip you and your boy both could get wrecked I'm impossible collusion, I'm killing all you so you losing I'm conflicted nothing less than a mess your delusional and its been put to the test your life just a erupting, corruption I wear yo shit? really??? cause I had a wonderful fire with your shit yo bag and yo luggage kept me warm in the cold night so I suppose I'll say thank you for supplying my fire you bitches be liars I'm tired like I'm retired you followed me bitch I'll disagree I dont know you and you dont know me you mean nothing the song "your gone" is just a file of notes so your told, fuck you I found happiness within myself something I'm proud of but I feel isolated I'm losing my family but I gotta keep moving no family or friends I feel the pressure I'm losing, I need a leva (lever) I feel myself shatter, but its okay cause how dark my days get i know I'll find the light at the end by God's grace