All of the time (2/23/20)

Yo, Mike Neal, I still see you all of the time, If honest I still want you in my life, I just keep wishin that one thing I had's nice, So it's hard to decide, When I come to a T, Take a left or go right?, Imma thief in the night, Either route that I choose always keep you in my mind, Yeee Lived my life completely fuckin blind, Negativety, And I lost all my sight, Fell down and I fell behind, Ain't nothin left for me except for violence and crime, Yeeeee I trap and I grime, Runnin streets late at night, Got a glock and a nine, I wish someone would test me, Cuz my target I'll find, Suicidal but I ain't tryna die–, Admit I finally realize, Livin life deaf and blind, Always lookin behind me, The paranoid type, All the pain kept inside, I had to get up and push it aside, Kept me locked in these chains, I was bounded and tied, No doubt a miracle I even survived, Hate the people that push me aside, Better take a step back, And best recognize, I'm the realest alive,