i meant it

#rap #new #underground #fire #hot #track #real #florida #love #hiphop Thinking to much hating myself. Trapped in a self inflicted hell. Under the spell, of not doing well. Id sell my soul if it wasnt so damaged. This anxietys got me thinking i cant manage. Constantly Lost in a panic. Manic individual collecting no residuals. Off this shit i spit. Its all good cuz i could give a shit, about being rich. Yeah itd make things easier, but i dont want easy. I want hard like the bars that come outta mouth. Out not in, fuck a zanax. I can handle this. I got the bandwitdth. On my rapper swag but im still a fan, shit, without this id be trash in the gutter with the shit and piss. As long as i do this im happy. Even if i dont blow. I still gotta catalogue that proves im crafty. Like im 151, yoir barely a natty. So go ahead get mad at me. I do this for the ones who died in tragedy. Rest in peace x, mac and juice. Kobe and gigi too. Belssings to every family member cuz i know its hard to get thru. cuz i been thru. fucked up shit too. we all have. souls crushed and split in half. hearts broken and amended. just know if i said i love you, i meant it.