Screaming Pain

I cant count the scars I have up and down my arms and I cant count the times that I've screamed in vain I cant count the time that I've screamed in pain or the times that I be screaming your name you dont know what you have until it's all gone that's the fault of this world when your purged it hurts when your pushed away all you do is pray that you'll be okay your tryin tryin tryin make ya self stop cryin gotta be the hardest gotta push the farthest gotta ease the pain loves a damn game fill ya heart in vain all you do is strain when ya on drugs and ya life is fucked up looking back at the past looking back at ya mistakes now looking forward all you see is rain rain rain rain rain rain and pain rain and pain no you pushing pushishin forward all you have is pain and it's real fuckin lame its getting old try to be bold and push the fuck forward but no you steppin backward no more rain or pain fuck this whole game this shits getting lame