fuck man i dont understand how the fuck it got this way/ i played the game and i paid in pain/did the damage to my brain/searching for the insane /want these memories to drain out with the bullet in my brain now/ whats it take to forget now /im knee deep in the shit now/i remember being a kid how /young and hopeful/ignorant/that was ny bliss i didnt give a fuck about this shit/but now this shit is always struggle always searching through the rubble wishing i could could go back to the days during those summers all the homeboys kickin it drinkin up and smokin sticks, taking bong hits/ just laughing talking shit there was no dope insight /we all had hopeful lives doing wrong but living right / now some of us have died/ and others they just hide/ they went and ruined their lives/ locked up on the inside/ i fucked up too and did my time got 7 years inside that cell of mine/did some damage to my mind/ rest in peace mitch i think about you all the time/and brinkman you often cross my mind ind i hope you restin peace man and i hope at leastvin death yall have found that release man but dont worry im coming soon oneday well all be sleepin/ my death is slowley creepin/ but thats okay by me/cuz when i die ill come alive in the afterlife to be/ whats waitin for me next?/ i just hope i dont forget/ bike wrecks and trains tracks/tall boys and skimp sacks/ homies that had your back/big greg rest in peace deceased by a heart attack/ how did it go so fast?/ time goes on but it never fades those memories they last blind al, jimmy sanders, shootin pool and drinkin pounders/ robbin phillipe /never goin to sleep/ heart ache broken dreams and tears drops that leak/ stayin up for a week/ workin on the farm/ throwin hay and pumping iron/man, this shit is just the blink of an eye life is fast when its time to cash on those chips take a deep breath and reminiss/ cuz living is a gift/ think ill pit this gun down stand up and cherish it