Mam thank you for everything you done for me talked cried Evan had to recover right dark sides dark places feels like I'm getting better in myself but slightly damaged headaches from hell thanks for the help ent no one out there understands how much support you gave me over the last few months you watched me weap cry hard for you to see me fall apart in your own mind dealing with things I never knew about the shit you been through over the years you tell me how this goes I'll go back home respected everything you done for me ill never forget them 6 clock mornings moaning you seen me yawning like 4 in the morning while I'm still snoring on the couch laid back thinking of how life could of been if it wasent for you I be a grave 6ft under they say