Heart of gold didn't deserve any of this shit had to go through bad tunnels to get where I am today fake friends all over can't trust no one today feel and slipped into depression that was laid back kicked back for a while felt like I was losing my head felt like I just wanted to be dead game over panic attacks suffering and that the pain was hard enough to maintain I missed my ex but never supported me through anything felt like my fault had this gust of wind telling me to get up fight for what u stand for finally free thats the past depression is hard beening sober didn't do it at first just frustrated I guess lies all the hate I'm stupid enough to ever take you back for the third time telling me you love me and that truth be told thank you mam because you supported me all the way through now I'm in a better place getting better head I don't feel like I want to be dead that's just it had a lot on my mind so I'll say goodbye to the old me fresh start to the new me.