Never Again

Cant stop pacin, Heart just racin, Got to stay at my station, While tryin to stay patient, Just keep on waiting, feeling like it deviating, my head feels like its deflating, I dont have no more patients, time to take it back to basics, think before you say shit, It gets better they say, then why do I still want her in everyway, Everyday,q Like I dont run my own mind, it doesn't do what i say, Always want me to come out and play, Feeling like life is over if I miss one day, Like I'm a slave, To the love trade, and sold to the one with the most pay, how do I go another day, watching the clock like flava fav, wondering if I will get time to play. But at the same time, I know I am blind, thinking about all the things I thought were signs, digging, tryin to find, something left in the box that still shines, so this time I think I'll define, that its time to get back to my grind, get in my mind and reassign,