LOVEagain

I boast and brag. I make u mad. hate to drag. u down with me. just take my hand. losing faith. so much hate. I go insane. open arms. to u. never turn my back on u. I'm on that acid trip. living life in happines. broken vials on the desk. I need mushrooms to ingest. so I can reach God. and finally get a yes. indeed that we will make it to the heavens. I got way too many questions. took satan off my guest list. then I caught him tryna get in. God I need ya blessings. know that I'm bipolar. manically depressive. I'll be relieved when it's over. gimme a few seconds. and I'll give u some closure. just hoping that u get it. and we can keep on going. God I need ya blessings. know that I'm bipolar. manically depressive. I'll be relieved when it's over. gimme a few seconds. and I'll give u some closure. just hoping that u get it. and we can keep on going. bad vibes. I wore that shadow just like a cloak. or more like a trench coat. hiding my weapon. so bitches dont know. telling them lies. and everyone knows. I recognize eyes I seen them before. windows a clear view right into the soul. I'm seeing a demon. theyre like a disease.i got them all screaming. dont want them to breathe. I'm more like a fiend. I'm looking for death. I hop in the coffin. and dont feel depressed. I smoke on the meth. and feel like I'm God. I got a complex like I am from Mars. u seeing the stars. becuz I had an open palm smacked so u hard u going blonde. u wonder why I make these songs. cuz without love Id hate u all. lead u all to being slaughtered. instead of finally reaching god. God I need ya blessings. know that I'm bipolar. manically depressive. I'll be relieved when it's over. gimme a few seconds. and I'll give u some closure. just hoping that u get it. and we can keep on going. God I need ya blessings. know that I'm bipolar. manically depressive. I'll be relieved when it's over. gimme a few seconds. and I'll give u some closure. just hoping that u get it. and we can keep on going. baking my brain. I smoke away. the pain. I'm insane. so i need pills to operate. I need pills to calm me down. otherwise I keep a frown. sadness is my nigga now. joking bout my sudden end. gimme time to plan it out. broken soul. but I don't pout. I need plates of hashbrowns. I be smoking fat clouds. got me blowing fat o's. in the fuciin trap house. the homie trapper. trapping out there right now. cant leave the streets. if thats all u have now. and i was shocked to understand. the devil got the upper hand. gotta join forces. and finally get to love again.