Dear god i got some answers from u, but come on do u love me like preacher's tell, hell i made mistakes but i learned from them, still my regrets ain' ceased yet, fuck im just an honest man, still in thr past, cant see to future even though i try hard, i been in my lowest place in mind, cant find myself from all this shit, so whats the case, u know its not easy with the mind of mine, it can be cheesy or mature, ik the law of nature, but no one ever saw my point, so why the fuck did u give me answers with more questions, tore my heart and crushed it, cuz u so close and still far from me, man i had flushed my old ways into toilet, gave me seizures, is it just me or are my days soon goin' end, i just need a meaning with all this knowledge, yeaa, i been dealing with crazyness, depression and belief, and i prevailed from all that, i pray u'll give me more comprehension of all u gave me, shit i hope i goin' leave my mark on the world before i leave, so won' die in vain, its just sayin' of a half matured teen, lord forgive me, #honest_man