troublesome

dedicated to my prodigies jammed way in a lyric in my path of thinkin, i see clearly, how much u babies need me ,always felt a evil otter lodgin his loggin deep inside my troublesome noggin, couldn't of hid my issues from y'all any longa , i go any distance to cover it up farther tried maskin it up, wit a black hoodie and toboggan pulled over my nozzle as dat scarf could muffle my shit starta so bad, at hidin my problems shoulda played for da Miami Dolphins way down yonder throw a deep lobba look imma let u in on a lil secret plz make sure watever u do hear me speakin through da speakers and read along to da lyrics I'll take care of u 2 so u, grow to b better then thee, dads felt da grumblin pains of hunger, bred ya stronger , built to last like ford, lot longer then some foriegn nissan or mazda david vs goliath i will come off da top wit some nonscense jaws have been u will concour that monster im sorry, for bein a addict, mind always in da gutta stinkin thinkin, shows more then a yellow mustard stain ,on ur white shirt coller , never see it as, we're here for da purpose of decayin, and rotten so I took dis time and pick a topic, to doodle and doddle, as dad dips dis pen,nelson blood runs full throttle inside u. .tru lust and tough love, comin straight out da ink bottle dont dribble a dropple lay it out on paper, shoulda considered writing a novel look imma let u in on a lil secret plz make sure watever u do hear me speakin through da speakers and read along to da lyrics like a lead foot, hittin the throttle, it hasn't been a easy road, i really did, start at da bottom, if I teach u one thing hopefully ,it's to face ur fears head on,, no problem, evaporate in thin air, time will dissolve all ur bothers, believe in da son and da father, in dis maze, u will blossom into something unique and awesome, like a rose bud, bloomin in autumn,, so i sat down and started to drop it, I'm not into all dat editin and croppin on a trak ill tell u how i got this far and the things i got and how i got em i enjoy every moment as u guys father i promise I'll teach u everything so u go into the world ready for all it hands u in ur palms and da ground u r stompin will not b another man's lawn i love u meen the world to dad we got quite a past of distance but jus know something is always missin and the family wishin to hear ur lil feet run through the kitchen and nomatta wat dad will drive 3000 miles to get ya i didnt have bad intentions when i messed up and left ya but now ur old enough i can text ya let ya know i miss ya i was 16 when we got ur first baby picture u were to young but i also raise ya big sista til the day i die ill protect yas if any1 trys to hurt u they messed up mfers betta lace up LOYALTY.. BABY BOY.. LISTEN TO POPS. I LIVE 2 SEE U BETTER THEN ME.. B ALL U CAN B AND NEVER GET LAZY ill protect ya  from those spectres all this jus sits in me and fesrures i didnt leave til u were 5 and i tried 2 b strong dad was so young and dumb but no worries u r my mission #1 rule of thumb i told ur mom i was gone she didnt believe me she had to even the score once more she shook my poor core til i was nomore she started a war and my heart was sore i was a drug addict 4 so many years.. i wanted to make it out so i moved outta town i pull boss money now i work 4 it oh boy do i work 4 it i will see that my handsomes have jordans and as i fade u will florish most important take care of ma this isnt a horror story it has a purpose I WILL ALWAYS B HERE 2 LIFT UR HEAD NO NEED TO B NERVOUS WE JUS SCRATCHED THE SURFACE TO THE TOP IS WHERE WERE SURFIN