Depression

Yo I hate being depressed all my emotions being suppressed they all go west I wish I could be the best when it comes to the test I'm about to leave it with the rest pile all this crap in a nest. People saying ain't no one here for them man what's up with them I'm always here for them 24/7 but why I always do good for them it's like I'm a fake gem that they don't wanna take it's less that they'll have to worry about when they wake. Now it's all about me and my stupid feelings when I'm standing in this room with no human beings I'm here taking the beatings I listen to all the teachings ain't no one talking to me following me or worried about me they just wanna be my enemy not a friend that cares for me. Maybe when I end up in a tragedy they will pay close attention in what happens in their dimension and make their life lengthen. I'm stressing in this depression my life hits quick in my resurrection dying laying here on the table someone going to do a dissection maybe someone will show some love affection.