my pain is unkillable this heart is uripible my temper is terrible my sins so evil hope. forgivable. no matter what the quilt. eats at me everyday im fuvken. miserable i broke her heart regret and a torn soul all i have left )) hoping my foes end it with a bullet to my head with a tech fuck it coulda been a better father but wasnt pushed her away cause i felt afraid she would leave i died the day she changed found another love and i cant handle this pain i cant fuvken stand it my life dark and drugs are a part she will never understand it its bullshit love is evil or im just cursed cause a witch lov3d too. much)) at birth was. a lost child confused cause it took awhile for my real mom to finally say i do want my child. scared confused feeling no fucken love as a youth like it numb there im a man now cant love and its easy for me to walk away from any babe. and so much of my exes have rage and hate for me so i split the scene pride got me walking away leaving females in tears on there knees. im lost im just a lost cause no love no trust just lust my life just tuff so tuff