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#onetakewrittendeep #LJN #LyrikalJuggernauntz #BMfeature #BMbest #BMdeep #BMbattleme #2020fire #2020heat #2020real #Paradoxrecords #LOCOENT #ALMIGHTYKINGZCREW #LOCO4MUSIK #SouthCityMob #UnderRatedASF #Sayless #Realassmusic #TEAMBARRIFFIC #GFY (3x) these thoughts in my head are battling me now (2x) i dont know.who is winning This life I live, gonna be honest, I really do live on the edge, on the verge to turn off the lights, last breath, dirt nap, close casket unless you can actually recognize who I be, depending on how I spend my last hour, shutting off my power, blinking red with no charger, but it really is my kids and having to do double, triple, quadruple and work plus clean, clothes, cooking, family time, and I have no choice but be on time, before or after work, and after all that, bull shit of this 50/50, crazy like WTF is she doing, they mother, scared to share our kids, no real friends out here, then after all that, I still pass the bar exam with flying colors, writtens or freestyle, solo, collabo's, or man the fuck up and get bitched the fuck downz Bruce Jenner, pregnant from these killer barz and battle, trying to balance this music I love, I know I need better quality and just getting better and better, offers and got a homie with a studio, no fee, just roll up some tree, drink and spit hits, but life got that on a pause, just hard to make time and feel right like I don't have the right to think of me and mine, just my kin and the cards I was dealt with, forever stay sucker free, to legit to quit, so fucking around this garbage ass app, to keep the circuits charged up, ready to electrify anyone that wants fuck with me, us, Lyrikal Juggernautz or back the fuck up or battle, I will never back down, killer clown, drink the blood of these bozo"s, no money, not even a.cent but yet these barz rich as fuck, Richie rich blank check 21 money, yeah, all titles of movies, haha , bar rhymer all the time, on or off time, time travel, hot tub time machine type of party, come.back filthy rich still rocking my own shit, nick webber, time to do the strut right now, picking dicks, haha, call me slick rick, putting you all to sleep like a bedtime story, out comes freddy, wake up, hockey mask with the big ass machete, but as i drift off in the barz, reality hits, tomorrow is another day, blessed, another day with the reason life i still live but good or bad, i keep pushing, stay breathing, legs moving, hands ready, ears HD, eyes 3D, brain limitless, im a sucker for pain, nerveless, thoughts in my brain, suicidal less, well maybe sometimes, crazy and twisted, gifted, conflicted, left for dead, delirious, questionable, feeling like kanye west is yelling at me, madd handlez, you dont have the answers.....hhmmm, maybe i don't, maybe my life is the answer, my existence disappearance like exhale smoke, I don't know what to believe anymore, you really heard this track, what's your favor color, real shit, barz, thanks for listening cuz (3x) these thoughts in my head are battling me now (2x) i dont know.who is winning