yo so there's a nightmare that still haunts me to this day I really wish I kould put all this pain away back in 2016 it was christmas eve ,the doctor kept hearin me say please please don't let her die on me, I lost to many people already this would be number 3 that year 2016 was the worse year that ever happened to me, I don't wanna re live it no more, daddy no please everyday I wake up feelin, like only 1 half of me wants me breathin, I seen her die in that bed, where they injected her wit sumthin, i didn't even know, the doctor told me sorry son she had to go, I said y y y did she have to go, he said she was gettin to old, I punched him in his face,ran out the room and down the hall to, I got right outside, dropped to the ground and cried, i can't believe this is happenin to me, y oh y i got up and sat inside for weeks, till lil bro called me up and said let's meet, so I meet him at the spot, he knew I loved woods alot, so we smoked that shit and cleared r thoughts.