Bullying

People always talking about me, but they dont know what iv been through. I thought my friends were their to help me but they bullied me too. Just when I thought I didnt need anyone is my life, depression caught up to me and now I start to cry, and thinking of the good times. We had with eachother, so much pain to handle but im trying to hold it together. Why people always want to get me into fights. Everything that my only friends did to me it ain't right. But without them I'm alone, they protect me from people tryna break all my bones. Everyday is pain. It drives me insane. Why dont everybody just leave me alone and stay in their own lane.