I feel this strong hand
pulling me in the wrong direction
I'm failing to keep my heart under protection
I feel it leaving
no feeling of the connection
no healing in that section
no sealing the rejection
no image in the reflection
my mind is all about the affection when it really needs to be corrected
think I've been bit by a zombie cause I'm infected
trying to close the gap that's in my heart
that's why I rap
but it doesn't matter cause I'll always be handicapped
I'm a cast away from life
everyone else moved on while I'm still strapped in this past
I tried to improve
I tried to call a truce with the school
but I messed up one time and I lose
so what was the use of putting away that hatred of being abused
my body's been bruised and scarred
always begged for the Lord
but he just made it hard to cope with my record
so I tried to pull the sword
but dying was something I couldn't afford cause I was aiming for that reward
I'm always bored
left thinking in a house all alone
y'all want to see my mind, well hop aboard
it's all darkness
do you see all the harshness
that's why I'm so heartless
everything has caution around it
but it's really not an option
it's how it has to be after you've fallen
it's a common thing, it happens very often
maybe my mind can explain my actions
maybe that can explain why I did alot of acids
and skipped all those classes
and smashed all those glasses
and stayed away from all those dances
trust me ik the circumstances
I just take the chances
flipping through channels to see if I can find something that's gonna help me pay my taxes
I'm not free from my Passions
if I die
so what
it's life
it happens
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keep going bro🔥love the flow
I feel this strong hand pulling me in the wrong direction I'm failing to keep my heart under protection I feel it leaving no feeling of the connection no healing in that section no sealing the rejection no image in the reflection my mind is all about the affection when it really needs to be corrected think I've been bit by a zombie cause I'm infected trying to close the gap that's in my heart that's why I rap but it doesn't matter cause I'll always be handicapped I'm a cast away from life everyone else moved on while I'm still strapped in this past I tried to improve I tried to call a truce with the school but I messed up one time and I lose so what was the use of putting away that hatred of being abused my body's been bruised and scarred always begged for the Lord but he just made it hard to cope with my record so I tried to pull the sword but dying was something I couldn't afford cause I was aiming for that reward I'm always bored left thinking in a house all alone y'all want to see my mind, well hop aboard it's all darkness do you see all the harshness that's why I'm so heartless everything has caution around it but it's really not an option it's how it has to be after you've fallen it's a common thing, it happens very often maybe my mind can explain my actions maybe that can explain why I did alot of acids and skipped all those classes and smashed all those glasses and stayed away from all those dances trust me ik the circumstances I just take the chances flipping through channels to see if I can find something that's gonna help me pay my taxes I'm not free from my Passions if I die so what it's life it happens
thanks man