this the feeling feeling when I'm all up in it I'm in it tho when you winning you grinning but when you loosing you feel the blow that's how it goes that's how it goes man I can't fight the feeling that I'm supposed to be winning hopefully one day I'll get it but for know I'm spinning around in circles in my mind just to make it can't shake never will I don't want every bill I just need a little off the top so me and mines can live comfortably I got so much life in front of me tryna keep from slippin underneath this is just how I precieve all this shit thats happening can't fall won't slip so I gotta fight this this the feeling feeling when I'm all up in it I'm in it tho when you winning you grinning but when you loosing you feel the blow that's how it goes that's how it goes that's how it goes and this I know they say life is what you make it but I don't know what if it's made for you carefully designed just to keep you behind doctors prescribe some pills just just keep you out ya mind but delve deeper bro I say it's the wise man that thinks to his self and never speaks try to help but never overreach cuz in the end you gotta worry about you and your own feeling feeling feeling when I'm all up in it I'm in it tho when you winning you grinning but when you loosing you feel the blow that's how it goes that's how it goes