After a few tries i want this one te be perfect, i am not really happy with the way im bringing this out, but im proud about the meaning i wanted to give you guys with my lyrics, hope you guys like it even with the mistakes i made... enjoy :) i had a fear to let you down. i had to swear to come around, broke so many promisses, count me out, feeling well even when im cursed, fell apart when i made those choices, this fire burns so had to light it out. didnt want to go this way, made a choice, now i gotta live with it like hey, whats your next step, only growth got me lost and faded, leave it on your doorstep take it with you when the door slaps,llll manmade like im a symbol of irony, wondered all this why id lied to me, acceptence hard to grasp when your insecure, thats all on me, all the decisions didnt had to be taken, loosen up the drama just to start my goal thats unforsaken, grab a bite when poison strikes, all the crap is overtaken, prefer starvation whats more mistakin, if you want a taste, you show grattitude, love should be free, dieing alone is were im livin in, no fair abuse, all forms overwhelming, airs reduced only trying to help you, who let you down when you needed my bathroom, we alle want the best you, pressure decides what your capible of, only the best knew i was my weird self, aahg independent from a low age, wo wo always different, sniffin fumes, feeling dizzy need a new pattern, vision sees what it wanne sees, got me over my fear for surpression appealing, revealing art work show me you are worthy dealing all my live with these common lies, when everyone knew i was made by tries, feelin lost even when i try, trew my future away when theres no options left, comfort places seems so far when im in a box feeling pressed, sticking to the plan got me all obsessed. with my determination, dont need your shitty advice as information, caught me stealing im ashamed of abomination, who ever wanted me nominated with no victory, need two motions for a clear combination, one day ill get my salvation for the right delivery murderers play for god, my position might be forgotten, self defence murdered that, blood all on my hands, immuun resistance injected in my veins, wanne live forever but for now i die aloneee, - drove three hours just to get a , first time my tongue felt a chick,two papers back feeling all stuck, feelin like i need to fuck a bitch, want your blood im a bug, feeling hullicinated, only a few will make it feeling wireless but im in plugmode, every gang has their thug code, stickin to their loved hoes, loyal like paper bars shows, we will be ready to go first contact, not into it, modernized, feeling old, wanne act young, pills and therapy, interviews my life spended, my life comes splended and connected, with the soil, with the moon, with the rocks, ocean, water on top of the chain, feelin hot ,but need to cool down in the rain, feeling dead, dealing with unknown pain, area of knowledge, unknown terrain, from the A to the K , sometimes trown in the flames, bitches standin all in my line, standin all in my lane, when the fire turns blue, i know ill be fine, let me be me and you be you youll be granted for my rhymes, anoyed when i keep it plain, keep it simple, make it worth my time,, i had a fear to be normal, but special just fine,