dropping notes on this beat stare at my feet head down pure defeat cant sleep keep my emotions secrete walk into class take a seat drift off day dream try to return my life cant find my receipt I was happy baby on the way little girl she was mine she was gonna be sweet gotta go deep raise a kid from the streets cant eat just defeat pregnacy test says negative I got sensitive natural sedative tears I drown purpose unfound I want you to wear your tiara and hand me my crown ball dance in your ball gown make it together from bottom up now I'm at a stalemate I'm stuck thinking what the fuck what is my luck emotions flying better duck life hit me hard I'm star struck hand me the drug light up got myself a plug narcotics love dont judge