Make it through.

lot of things in my chest, now life's being a mess now all night m stressed out. she missed period god! its serious. maybe she is preg now. i hope she isnt. high school killing, i dont have pot piss in. God please listen, this isnt what i thought nothing proved but the arguments tearing us apart. this is Indian society. too much conservative if something really happens , it will be hell to live. project, activitiess. practical and vivas too much pressure this aint right bruh. i am drowning, this books making shit heavy. if they ask me to die, i probably say am ready. love me or hate me, everything so translucent. in top of it we both dont need this arguments. and i aint one of those guy. am gonna be right there even if it sores mine. THEY SHOUT get a college, more exams.. no holiday more career plans my youth dieing. check out our system, tell me who's lieing? overthinkin every shit, finding a new way. dont fuck with my temper, havent slept in two days. i am no religious but lately i do pray pray someone help am havin a headache. i hold her hand she say its gonna be okay. i take charge in what i do so fuck what you say. we in this together, so we gon make it through. God watching, i hope i make it to phase two OF LIFE.