so much adversity Shit aint gona work for me wonder if its worth it g grandma in the nursery Shit she never heard from me To this day shits hurtin me All these people urging me lotta stress, its burning me Wonder what im doing here Thinkin that my life aint real Never knowing how to feel Wishing love would just appear On my face, it aint no tears hold it in, dont live in fear All this drama, staying clear moving foward, peep the rear wish the pain would dissappear depressions bad, it gets severe the devils mad, lets make a deal numbed the pain, gave me pills fucked up brain, im swervin still wit my main, sipping fizzing beer do not bang, ill make it outta here got some gas puff puff pass smoke a sack tryna match life gets mad just go wit that smokin gas thats that pack x2 so much adversity Shit aint gona work for me wonder if its worth it g grandma in the nursery Shit she never heard from me To this day shits hurtin me All these people urging me lotta stress, its burning me. x2