it's been hard
don't know where to begin my life has been a rollercoaster ,done been through alot but still hear I stand. I am a man of God, I know that he will never let me down. I don't know where it went wrong that me and my mom stop getting along. Maybe it was at birth when she saw the resemblance of my dad in me. I am crazy in the head, but that ain't all my fault, I was hit by a car when I was 14 damn, but my mind was twisted before then. I hear voices in my head they ain't all there, but Im still standing here, trying to get my mind right in this messed up world we in. Sometimes I see things that really aren't there, Is this a sign hummm What's really going on don't know where to begin my life has been a rollercoaster, done been through a lot but still here I stand. I am hated by most, loved by few. But here I stand, still getting this paper. With all the haters in my ear, talking nonsense, because they wanna be me. Talking shit behind my back, and they call themself's men, I call them chicks with dicks. Now everyone knows that jealousy is a female trait, but they on my nuts like planters peanuts. These haters are like puppets, they think I'm dumb but that's just a show. I can run circles around them, like police sirens on an emergency call. Now I don't get the recognition that I deserve, but if I be patient it will come when I least expect it. My wife is on her grind, holding a nigga down, but she be going through some shit to but she don't let that hold her down. I'll hold her down through thick or thin, I'm that nigga that she never had,but if I fuck up I expect her to give a nigga up and not put up with my shit. We done been through it all, but here we stand making this money and making these haters mad. I give God his Thanks everytime I can, he is the man helping me throughout the struggles that I come upon. I may not remember everything but one thing is this I'm still a man going thru the struggle.
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don't know where to begin my life has been a rollercoaster ,done been through alot but still hear I stand. I am a man of God, I know that he will never let me down. I don't know where it went wrong that me and my mom stop getting along. Maybe it was at birth when she saw the resemblance of my dad in me. I am crazy in the head, but that ain't all my fault, I was hit by a car when I was 14 damn, but my mind was twisted before then. I hear voices in my head they ain't all there, but Im still standing here, trying to get my mind right in this messed up world we in. Sometimes I see things that really aren't there, Is this a sign hummm What's really going on don't know where to begin my life has been a rollercoaster, done been through a lot but still here I stand. I am hated by most, loved by few. But here I stand, still getting this paper. With all the haters in my ear, talking nonsense, because they wanna be me. Talking shit behind my back, and they call themself's men, I call them chicks with dicks. Now everyone knows that jealousy is a female trait, but they on my nuts like planters peanuts. These haters are like puppets, they think I'm dumb but that's just a show. I can run circles around them, like police sirens on an emergency call. Now I don't get the recognition that I deserve, but if I be patient it will come when I least expect it. My wife is on her grind, holding a nigga down, but she be going through some shit to but she don't let that hold her down. I'll hold her down through thick or thin, I'm that nigga that she never had,but if I fuck up I expect her to give a nigga up and not put up with my shit. We done been through it all, but here we stand making this money and making these haters mad. I give God his Thanks everytime I can, he is the man helping me throughout the struggles that I come upon. I may not remember everything but one thing is this I'm still a man going thru the struggle.
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