dead love

yeah look I gave it my all in our relationship gave you my heart and you broke that shit you told that you loved me to the moon and back but when it came down to it your love was wack I try to remember all the good times we had but all i can remember is how you broke me down so sad going back to my past remembering all the ones i thought were gonna be my last but they all ended so fast trying to over come everything you did to me it makes me so sad that you cant even see I thought we were meant to be everything you told me was a lie now I'm trying not to cry because your love for me just died you looked me in my eyes and promised you would never leave everything you said I believed I just dont know why you love to hurt me after everything i did for you I just wished you loved me to I try to see the bigger picture you even told me that you cant wait to have a sister in law we were talking about getting married now our love is just buried you and your ex were supposed to get unmarried I keep wondering where I went wrong I keep playing these sad songs thinking I'm gonna die by this bomb you put a dagger in my heart and our love fell apart I just wish we could press restart somedays I wish I would die this ain't no lie I lay in my room alone and just cry and say goodbye now my heart is aching and my body is shaking about to take my last breath as I fade away I start to cry and then I'm gone I just died