Drownin

I put thoughts to my shit/ locked in box with a lid/ what the fuck is up with this kid/ he be saying the same shit/ He be feeling the hatred/ can't take it/ always pacing/ contemplating/ self medicating/ hearts are racing/ Parts we playing/ I love my girl/ she my whole world/ Eyes shine like pearls/ even in peril she divine she my world/ Make calutations like a abucus/ She more beautiful than constillations/ Love our conversation/ conversing through the ruckus/ What's up with all this bubkes/ We running through/ and its coming to/ I'm still loving you/ always trusting you/ For you I be merking fools/ then hand you the tool/ You'll see, you and I/ no more I its us as in we/ to you I can't lie/ always the truth with you I feel alive/ if you leave my side I will surely die/ if she leaves my side I will die/ Suicide/ only you can decide/ How you want it to go/ tryna live right for our daughter/ growing up in a world so cold/ I should've gave a order/ I oughta/ find another outlet/ we might still be in hell/ we just ain't made it out yet/ its the hell in a cell.