your always in the back of my mind cant let you go. knowing your not here i feel your spirits close. resmincing and crying is all do. no more crying baby i gotta see it through. as i sit and think of all the times i would run away. i used to run to you. you wouldnt say a thing. now i feel lost dont know where to run to cause my mind always just evolved itself around you. and thats just the way it was. sitting here hesiating bout that jump, God and my daughter the only thing that keeps me up. thankful for the friends who stuck by side when i used to have evevrything like a house and cruise the rides down to nothing just my soul just wanting to God to take a hold. world is so evil it stabs shrap like a knife move the pavement cause im a goat so strong, ambitious built yes im not a fucking joke. satan tries to track me down jesus keeps pulling me back up. bitch you know i dont mess around. never been the one to be stuck up. im Quel La'Croix you see me here you seen me there. ive been at my lows. i been at my highs. just the extreme strength of a will to survive. these years keep going by now shit im older then you. its just fucked up how you died so young and couldnt see it through. ill make sure to conquer the conquest that this life has set yet. im thankful you was in my life your someone ill never forget. and thats facts