Thoughts And Feelings

is it real do you mean it am I good I mean I could I don't know I ask myself these questions every day is you love real is it a real feel are you leading me on are you gonna be gone can you stay forever I want there to be a we I want us to be together am I crazy are you staying you in my dreams I love you much I can't live without you you the reason I'm not dead why did you leave I got wrist slit marks maybe we can restart try again whenever you are ready we can take it steady I've been broken already shredded heart strings I cry every day I wanna be with you you my happiness and now you gone just remember I love you put no one above you