Trying to let it all out. #sad #deep #lost waking up was my dream waking up to see what's been unsean waking up no need to know what I mean just gonna make You scream this side is not clean I'm losing it as we speak these edge's are too steep this time is making me go weak was it all the greed that made me bleed my soul has got a leak made myself a freak was it what I seak I'm a lab rat in my mind I'm a sad lad but still I'm fine I'm a bad dad cut me up like a swine Ima map dat come and find my crime money, money, manipulation should be chasing it like its my last destination tho I cant find the right direction seamless to say I've crossed too many intersections trashed all the right connections back to my roots, hoping for a reboot naah for them I'm still a brute it kills my mood, she seems too cruel honestly she's just a fool acting quite rude, my pain is like fuel for her inner feud should jump back into my sewer cuz for her I'm just another evildoer after one beer bottle I'm the looser calling me a boozer alcohol abuser produce mover I'm a lab rat in my mind I'm a sad lad but still I'm fine I'm a bad dad cut me up like a swine Ima map dat come and find my crime