Ever sat down an thought, how'd i get to this stage in my life? Every single demon inside controlling you, its not life, if your face is always facing a knife, (oh no) i never knew, what these drugs could do, 2 times 2 before bed just so i can snooze, watch out kid, for on the new episode, i could be you,  (oh no!) I never knew that these, drugs could have power over me, look at me don't you see! Everone around me (just flees) it's early in the morning barely getting his ass into bed, where the fuck this bitch at, her last text to him was a quarter past 10 pacing in circles he's contemplating on snapping this bitch's neck cause with all his experiences on dealing with an ex has left her with a bad rep red flags without a ref he smokes some weed before the light shuts off inside his head but his heart feels it's dangling on the edge how many hours will it take to reply to a stupid ass text, like even his mom n his brother refuse to  acknowledge he exists says his girlfriend is the problem n the reason he's treated like a kid or maybe It's the fact that this drug's got him hooked like a fish sometimes he smokes until his lungs are gasping for a breath but he tells them no n keeps on puffing til he his the floor n cracks a rib wakes up n hour later n dashes to the kitchen drawer pulls out a shiny knife n starts to here whispers in the room it's like his body is out of control strung up by his neck n while he's gasping for a breath of air Useleee, i was left clueless, to everyone a booze chimp, nightmares be lucid, so vivid oozen, i sink just with 2 grips, what the fuck am i losing, my groups been calling me an addict, while they producing,  i don't even know which friend got me hooked in, i can't be loosened, no one helps me through this, i say 2 and go through 6 then am on the news when, i drop, an fade out of life, while i rap this, and no, let me go ahead and state the facts man, don't act like you were here and had my back, (stans) do got my back, but Never liked a backwag-on, just needed alittle someone to lean on,  i never wanted my girl to lean on steves arm, i had the beam charged, and blew his knees off, to even how I'm feeling everytime i see them, "we're just friend" she says, i should've Kennedy'd her fees off. he trys to cut himself loose but this noose is made of fucking steel n while he's dulling up his knife he's hearing whispers in his ear you can try it if you'd like but you'll never break free from my life you sold your own soul for this bitch n now it's the time for you to pay the price Useleee, i was left clueless, to everyone a booze chimp, nightmares be lucid, so vivid oozen, i sink just with 2 grips, what the fuck am i losing, my groups been calling me an addict, while they producing,  i don't even know which friend got me hooked in, i can't be loosened, no one helps me through this, i say 2 and go through 6 then am on the news when, i drop, so dazed off the spike, in an instant and no, let me go ahead and state the facts man, don't act like you were here and had my back, (stans) do got my back, but Never liked a backwag-on, just needed alittle someone to lean on,  i never wanted my girl to lean on steves arm, i had the beam charged, and blew his knees off, to even how I'm feeling everytime i see them, "we're just friend" she says, i should've Kennedy'd her fees off.